i know

i know

i know

i know

God is punishing me.

and God did you know

i cant do anything about that?

God please

take me away.

i've always knew. the default mode of me is purely negative. The positive side of me is enviro-induced.

take it away from me.

and i'm hopeless.

God i'm so tired.

God I'm exhausted.

the moment i thought i could get over it.

is the moment i should have known that shits are coming.

i'm beyond fucked up and nothing that i could do to save me.

save me lord.

take me away.

let death comes to me.