i should die

i fucking get it.

its all because of me. I'm the one who fucked up everything. I am the scum. i dont even deserve to live. I am mad but i cant get mad cause i get it.

its all my fucking fault.

i fucking get it.

i've knew about it since it began.

fuck my life. its all haywire. i'm a fucking mess. i dont deserve to live. I should die.

I should die.

i deserve a slow painful death.

thats what i worth.

i am a disaster.

God take my life and end it fast.

i cant take it anymore.

please.

help.